Undeniable Truth: Ain't Life Wonderful??

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Ain't Life Wonderful??

I was listening to the XM radio...and this song was playing. It's kind of depressing.... :-(

Made me sad for a while... When you're little, you don't know anything....you are learning what life is... You are basically a giant sponge...absorbing everything and anything within reach. All you want is fun times...those little moments of joys and pain at that time will last a lifetime. Then as you grow older you are able to distinguish between what is normal and what is abnormal..what is wrong and what is right..what makes you happy and what makes you sad. When you just begin to understand, then you realize that life is not what you had thought it would be... This is when you realize that everything you have soaked up till now ...was a big fat LIE - that life ain't sugar and candies. You are protected by your parents when you're too little to understand anything.... Parents will shield you away from the pains of life....but there are some unlucky ones who have to learn that life is rotten when they are so young...suffer through the emotional trauma...be sad thinking that it's all their fault... I feel bad for them....that they have to go thru such heart breaking moments at such a young age.. Only if you could erase hurtful memories..... hmmm... .but then if we could do that...how would we ever learn right? Like the saying goes...if you don't feel sadness ever in you life then how will you know when you feel happiness. All those pains you feel when you're young..no matter how much you don't want to remember them...you will always remember...just like all the happy memories that you will cherish for the rest of your life. After all, past experiences defines who you are right now ..isn't it ? :-)

The song is called "wonderful" by everclear...
hey, aint life wonderful? wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... isnt it wonderful Now?

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the worlds so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that its all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just dont wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I dont believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when youre little
And the world is so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I dont wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna meet your friends
And I dont wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now...
I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

4 comments:

Juggy said...: Life sure is wonderful! :)
Well the life is journey I would say, starts with zero mile and life goes on to thousand other milestones!! U wish for certain destination but the journey would have something else for us!! Sometimes a beautiful portrait sometime a scary nightmare!! But I would travel just capturing those beautiful portraits just in hope to find some more of them, scary nightmares are not worth remembering! Still life ain't easy; as those nightmares can hnut u once and again but it is not big LIE either!! It all depends on the trust u make up with life, the travelers along it and the journey!
Past surely defines your present; But doesn't ur present defines you future?? Thats the question!! :)

I am ur fan, Can I have ur autograph now?? :D; April 3, 2007 at 8:48 PM
AeutiKT said...: :D

past defines the present and present defines the future which beomes the past and defines you again and again :D I love circles...

in another note...
i hope i can one day understand how life is certainly wonderful :-)

and :O am i a movie star or something :P my autograph re:P
it's free...come and collect:P:D; April 5, 2007 at 12:41 AM
Anonymous said...: past defines the present and present defines the future which beomes the past and defines you again and again :D I love circles...

isn't this from 1984 by G. Orwell.

you seem to be a big fan of manga...; April 5, 2007 at 2:10 AM
AeutiKT said...: Yes i am :)
Great great great fan:D; April 6, 2007 at 2:40 PM

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Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac, and you shouldn't take that lightly. Those born under this Sign are dead serious in their mission to learn about others. There's no fluff or chatter for Scorpios, either: these folks will zero in on the essential questions, gleaning the secrets that lie within. Scorpios concern themselves with beginnings and endings, and are unafraid of either; they also travel in a world which is black and white and has little use for gray. The curiosity of Scorpios is immeasurable, which may be why they are such adept investigators. These folks love to probe and know how to get to the bottom of things. The fact that they have a keen sense of intuition certainly helps. It's the Scorpion which symbolizes Scorpios, and it's no accident. Much like the Scorpion would rather kill itself than be killed, those born under this Sign are the ones who are in ultimate control of their destiny. It is life on the Scorpion's terms, too, since these folks promote their agenda (they are quite the executives) and see to it that things go forward.

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Remember, they're unafraid, and a loss today simply means an opportunity for victory tomorrow. The Element associated with Scorpio is Water. As opposed to the 'roiling seas' seen in other Water Signs, a better motto for Scorpions would be 'still waters run deep.' Those born under this Sign are as emotional as their waterborne brethren, it's just that they're not as likely to show it. The Scorpio's emotions are repressed, kept under cover. Again, secrets to be used another day. That said, be aware that these folks are clever, perceptive and always in the mix. Their ability to see into things can sometimes be a curse for Scorpions, however, since they can take an insignificant matter and turn it into a huge slight. Beware the Scorpion who feels crossed! These folks can turn vindictive in no time flat. Luckily, once Scorpions catch their breath, they will return to their usual determined and loyal (albeit strong-willed) ways. Finally, while Scorpions aren't above some subtle manipulation to get what they want, they'd much rather take a scientific, even mystical path. The Scorpio-born are powerful and passionate, qualities which serve them well, as long as they don't let them deteriorate into self-indulgence or compulsion. Scorpios love competition in both work and play, which is why they'll air it out in sports and games. Extreme sports are right up the Scorpion's alley, as is most anything which will test their mettle. They've got to have an adversary, since it makes the game that much more fun. The Scorpion's colors? Powerful red and serious black. When it comes to love, though, Scorpions soften up a bit and are caring and devoted with their lovers, even if they do hold on a bit tight. Scorpions are also lusty in the extreme (how else?), so they need to be mindful of their reproductive organs. The great strength of the Scorpio-born is in their determination, passion and motivation. Scorpions don't know the word quit, which is why they usually get the job done. A powerhouse? Like no other

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Life Path Number: SIX

Your Life-Path number is probably the most influential numerological aspect to be considered. This number is determined by your birth date and represents who you are at this time. It indicates specific traits that are present and will likely be active and influential throughout your lifetime. It is the overall number that determines much of what will be important to you and how you will handle things as they come.

If your Life-Path number is SIX, a sense of responsibility will likely be prominent for you. SIXES are considered to be the most domestic of numbers and live a path related to leadership through example. This assumption of responsibility generally means that as a SIX, you're always there to help others in any way you can. In fact, you must need to feel useful in order to be truly happy.

Those with a SIX Life-Path are usually very versatile and can communicate across any generation gap. SIXES are idealistic and usually recognize that wisdom, understanding and balance are the cornerstones to assume responsibility in the best possible way.

It is common for SIXES to be devoted to their families and homes. This is usually the first priority for a SIX with helping the community coming a close second. Key qualities/words for a SIX Life-Path are responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy and family.

It can also be common for a SIX personality to assume far more responsibility than what's necessary. At times this can leave you drained and exhausted. Other areas that may require development for a SIX are a tendency towards exaggeration, over expansion or self-righteousness. While you will almost always mean well as a SIX, behaviors such as meddling or interfering (especially in family matters) will likely lead to troubles.

The life purpose for a SIX is to embrace the ability to assume responsibility in balance and to provide advice, service and support to those around you and in the greater community. To deny oneself this experience as a SIX will almost inevitably lead to feelings of unsatisfaction. As relationships tend to spring from the SIXES actions, loneliness and isolation can also occur if this path is denied.

It can be challenging for some SIXES to take on the responsibility for what's around them in a healthy balance. Careful planning and consideration for the self as well as others will alleviate feelings of overwhelm or guilt. Be careful not to be too critical or hard on yourself if you can't do it all. Your path is one of assuming only what you are able.

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Ain't Life Wonderful??

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