Undeniable Truth: April 2008

Monday, April 28, 2008

Drifting Away...

Drifting....
That's what it all seems like...
I am drifting through space and anyone or anything that bumps in my path is ......
They exist and they don't at the same time.
I stare blankly off into space...as if there is something of intense aura that's capturing my attention
......and yet..... I know not if it really does.
My mind is drifting away.............while my bodily presence exist to show the surroundings' of my existence.
It's as if a drone of me is left behind to do the daily redundant chores.
Redundancy....
Is that the problem?
..........can't be.... it hasn't become redundant yet.
Dream-like state...
It feels as if I am disconnected from myself. Am I even blinking? Knock Knock!!!
My eyes feel heavy...as if I have not had sleep for ages.
Do I even sleep?...or is it that my body is in slumber while my mind is elsewhere.
Blink*
Spaced out again...
What is it that's going through my mind?
Blank page enters my line of sight...I have no clue what is going on....
It's as if my mind is screaming out with messages that I can't comprehend.
Comprehension....
Do I even try?
...............................I wonder.......................
HELLOOOOO!!! (someone waves their hand in front of my face....)
Instant formation of irritation.....but it vanishes like antibacterial hand sanitzer
Did I fall asleep while typing?......with my eyes open?.....
Eyelids feel heavy as it blinks sloth-like...
sleep...
sleep is what i need...an uninterrupted sleep!!
inturrupted sleep seems to be taking over... tossing and turning
What is it that I am dreaming of? aggravated.....bubbling with emotions I wake up
....as memories begins to fade away leaving behind not relief but this queasy feeling...
a notion that .....................................................
...Drifting...

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Random Thoughts...

Do you think your life is a big circle? Do you believe in reincarnation? Not being born as some other thing in the next life...but what if you are going in a circle. Every time you are born, your memory restarts and you forget everything.

But the thing is...there are always remnant left behind just like when you erase your files in the computer. Maybe 'dejavu' is one of those things you are remembering from your past circle of life. You are born and you live your life until you die...but then you don't realize that you keep doing the same thing over and over like it's your first time.

In that span of life you get this 'de ja vu' sensation that you've done this before but you don't know if it was real or figment of your imagination. Then you don't ponder about it because it's a momentary thing and you let it go as if it was a fluke. What if it isn't? What if you are indeed going through the same thing over and over like it's a program and there's a glitch in the system?

Do you believe in psychics? What if they can remember of the past life more than you? Like the prediction of the big events! They might have remembered those from before... of course this wouldn't explain if they get things right about each and every person that goes to them for readings :D (And you know they don't predict everything right...but then maybe they were 'wannabe' psychics. The real ones maybe don't care about making money by scamming people and maybe they also want to keep a low profile. Maybe that's why they only predict the big things and not get into knitty gritty things of predicting everyone's events. But then there might be some who help people out because they were friends in their previous circle of life.

Because they remember things, the psychics can choose a different path of life maybe. If they choose to, they can do different things to prevent disaster from their previous life. But then wouldn't they get bored? and irritated? LOL... does thinking about this thing in this manner make me a bit loco en la cabeza? :P

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Loner’s Anticipation

A solitary beginning…
with meandering bouts.
One's anticipation within…
growing without doubts.

Loners heavenly fit…
much sought-after peace.
Seemingly a misfit…
placed without any ease.

Yearning of endless paths…
ironically blocked at last.
Much fought-after anonymity…
no longer held steadfast.

Once disregarded strangers…
empathetically bound.
Despair pushed back firmly…
with answers all sound.

Sun Sign: Scorpio by Astrology.com

Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac, and you shouldn't take that lightly. Those born under this Sign are dead serious in their mission to learn about others. There's no fluff or chatter for Scorpios, either: these folks will zero in on the essential questions, gleaning the secrets that lie within. Scorpios concern themselves with beginnings and endings, and are unafraid of either; they also travel in a world which is black and white and has little use for gray. The curiosity of Scorpios is immeasurable, which may be why they are such adept investigators. These folks love to probe and know how to get to the bottom of things. The fact that they have a keen sense of intuition certainly helps. It's the Scorpion which symbolizes Scorpios, and it's no accident. Much like the Scorpion would rather kill itself than be killed, those born under this Sign are the ones who are in ultimate control of their destiny. It is life on the Scorpion's terms, too, since these folks promote their agenda (they are quite the executives) and see to it that things go forward.

Others may find this overbearing (it can be) and even self-destructive, but that's the beauty of the Scorpion: these folks have tremendous regenerative powers, much like the literal Scorpion can lose its tail and promptly grow a new one. Fearless Scorpions rarely lose, per se, they just keep on going, since they are stubborn and determined to succeed (this Scorpio trait is in keeping with the Fixed Quality assigned to this Sign). Scorpios work as hard as they do so they can someday sit back and feel satisfied with themselves. These folks are intense, passionate and filled with desire. They're also complex and secretive, so don't expect to get much out of them, lest they become suspicious and exit stage left. It's best not to bet against Scorpios, either, since these folks are surprisingly resourceful. Scorpio is ruled by the Planets Mars and Pluto. Mars was the God of War in ancient Roman mythology and is the first (and most ancient) ruler of Scorpio. When Pluto was discovered in the 20th century, it was also assigned to this Sign. Pluto was known as the God of the Underworld in ancient Roman times, so when coupled with Mars, expect some intense energy to head toward Scorpions here on Earth. This planetary combo makes for people who are motivated, penetrating and aware. Scorpions don't miss much, since they are highly attuned to the vibrations of others. They are intuitive, probing and very focused on knowing who's who and what's what. Scorpions can lose their temper (and even become vengeful) when someone gets in their way, so it's best to give them plenty of room.

Remember, they're unafraid, and a loss today simply means an opportunity for victory tomorrow. The Element associated with Scorpio is Water. As opposed to the 'roiling seas' seen in other Water Signs, a better motto for Scorpions would be 'still waters run deep.' Those born under this Sign are as emotional as their waterborne brethren, it's just that they're not as likely to show it. The Scorpio's emotions are repressed, kept under cover. Again, secrets to be used another day. That said, be aware that these folks are clever, perceptive and always in the mix. Their ability to see into things can sometimes be a curse for Scorpions, however, since they can take an insignificant matter and turn it into a huge slight. Beware the Scorpion who feels crossed! These folks can turn vindictive in no time flat. Luckily, once Scorpions catch their breath, they will return to their usual determined and loyal (albeit strong-willed) ways. Finally, while Scorpions aren't above some subtle manipulation to get what they want, they'd much rather take a scientific, even mystical path. The Scorpio-born are powerful and passionate, qualities which serve them well, as long as they don't let them deteriorate into self-indulgence or compulsion. Scorpios love competition in both work and play, which is why they'll air it out in sports and games. Extreme sports are right up the Scorpion's alley, as is most anything which will test their mettle. They've got to have an adversary, since it makes the game that much more fun. The Scorpion's colors? Powerful red and serious black. When it comes to love, though, Scorpions soften up a bit and are caring and devoted with their lovers, even if they do hold on a bit tight. Scorpions are also lusty in the extreme (how else?), so they need to be mindful of their reproductive organs. The great strength of the Scorpio-born is in their determination, passion and motivation. Scorpions don't know the word quit, which is why they usually get the job done. A powerhouse? Like no other

Numerology

Life Path Number: SIX

Your Life-Path number is probably the most influential numerological aspect to be considered. This number is determined by your birth date and represents who you are at this time. It indicates specific traits that are present and will likely be active and influential throughout your lifetime. It is the overall number that determines much of what will be important to you and how you will handle things as they come.

If your Life-Path number is SIX, a sense of responsibility will likely be prominent for you. SIXES are considered to be the most domestic of numbers and live a path related to leadership through example. This assumption of responsibility generally means that as a SIX, you're always there to help others in any way you can. In fact, you must need to feel useful in order to be truly happy.

Those with a SIX Life-Path are usually very versatile and can communicate across any generation gap. SIXES are idealistic and usually recognize that wisdom, understanding and balance are the cornerstones to assume responsibility in the best possible way.

It is common for SIXES to be devoted to their families and homes. This is usually the first priority for a SIX with helping the community coming a close second. Key qualities/words for a SIX Life-Path are responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy and family.

It can also be common for a SIX personality to assume far more responsibility than what's necessary. At times this can leave you drained and exhausted. Other areas that may require development for a SIX are a tendency towards exaggeration, over expansion or self-righteousness. While you will almost always mean well as a SIX, behaviors such as meddling or interfering (especially in family matters) will likely lead to troubles.

The life purpose for a SIX is to embrace the ability to assume responsibility in balance and to provide advice, service and support to those around you and in the greater community. To deny oneself this experience as a SIX will almost inevitably lead to feelings of unsatisfaction. As relationships tend to spring from the SIXES actions, loneliness and isolation can also occur if this path is denied.

It can be challenging for some SIXES to take on the responsibility for what's around them in a healthy balance. Careful planning and consideration for the self as well as others will alleviate feelings of overwhelm or guilt. Be careful not to be too critical or hard on yourself if you can't do it all. Your path is one of assuming only what you are able.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Drifting Away...

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Random Thoughts...

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Loner’s Anticipation

A Moonlit Night!!

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